Long story short, there is this girl I love really much for some reason. I daydream about her a lot, and at night I hug my pillow thinking it is her, wishing to feel her skin near mine one day. She, at most, is aware of my existance.
She has a crush on this classmate of mine. I am not the best guy around, but seriously, I have no idea why she likes him. He wears the same clothes every day, smells really bad, swears and is a douchebag. And before you say that the girl is probably cheap or something for liking him, she's not. Why she likes him, only she knows. But what I know is that she doesn't like me. I've had this crush for one year now.
I've never had any other girlfriends, if that is somehow relevant. She probably has no reason to love me, so that's why I'm so depressed and want to end it.
What I did to deserve this disgusting look, I do not know. But my depression is only a step away from being lethal.
Please help me. I can't take it much longer.
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